Day 123 – Sleepless nights?

When I was working outside the home and had a big project or presentation to give the next day, I would sometimes have trouble sleeping or wake up and not be able to get back to sleep thinking about it.  Since all I have to worry about now is my wonderful family, I thought those days were behind me, but spent much of last night obsessing about my children.  Seriously for three hours I was awake in bed, “I wonder if that is normal?  Is he behind other kids?  Why is he acting like that?  I need to call my friend who is a teacher and ask.  I need to talk to his teacher about it.  Don’t I have a book on this somewhere?”  Maybe the worry thing is genetic and I won’t be able to get away from it ever?  Scary thought.