I just noticed that I talk nicer
to the cat who pees blood on my furniture than I do to the boys that I carried
for nine months in my own body.
Seriously whenever I see the cat I go into this cat babytalk type thing. Half the time I feel like I am talking to the
boys in my crazy screaming or meanly condescending voices. The only thing I give the cat is food, water
and a clean box and she follows me around like I am a Goddess. The boys I sacrificed my body and pretty much
my entire way of life, but they often look at me with contempt and even mild
hatred. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy my
children seem to be less simple minded than the cat, but I’m in need of some
unconditional love from my boys. Perhaps
I should try one day using only my cat voice with them. They will either think I have lost my mind
and use the opportunity to burn down the house and start a Lord of the Flies
type colony in our backyard or…no they will think I’m crazy, no other option
here.
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