Day 125 – Worst day yet.

Today was so bad I think I really have Doug afraid I might lose it.  At least it is nice to know he recognizes that  if I lose my mind, the house will fall apart.  Basic overview – lots of needless yelling, followed by guilt associated with needless yelling, followed by crying for yelling and guilt!  More detailed picture:  Was supposed to take Lukie apple picking, but cat (that I love so much) has a UTI and is peeing bloody pee all over the house, I have made vet appointment to try to address bloody pee issue, 10 minutes from time of appointment I can’t find the cat, Lukas is laying on the floor screaming at me because I won’t let him have a handful of marshmallows for breakfast, I call Doug to yell at him (because in my mind it is his fault we have a cat) and tell him I want to go back to work (yes, I actually did this), I get in the car and the low fuel light goes on (of course it does), I don’t think I had showered in two days, but I had gone for my morning runs (looking good) - so this is how the day started.  It has to get better right?